When my chosen brothers came to celebrate my birthday, we laughed an awful lot. They knew I needed the laughter and they delivered. However, they also helped me clarify a lot. They suggested that I document this season of my life for my blog and in video form too. I didn’t know if I could do that but I told them I would try. I did and I’m still trying, but trying isn’t what I’m doing anymore, though I’m doing it. I’m documenting this season of my life for the entire world.
Sometimes I think I’ve lost my mind to do just that but seeing how my content is connecting with people nowadays I know I’m doing the exact right thing. They were just the vessel to make the suggestion. Is it terrifying? You bet. I wouldn’t decide to not document it now because it’s helping me process and heal and also find a bigger audience and use my platform and an entirely new way. It’s amazing what God has in store for life when you just say yes and you commit to doing the best you can do every day and then you’re honest about that with the entire world.
What a crazy, beautiful ride and experience this all is… even if it is the most excruciatingly difficult season of my life and will continue to be for quite some time. The crazy beautiful exists in excruciating circumstances and at the same time. What are revelation that is! I had no idea but God sure did and used my brothers to make sure that I knew it.