By I have been through more difficult stuff in my life, than most people know or ever will. Have I made mistakes? I am human, so yeah, but the difficult stuff I survived was not my fault. I beat myself up over stuff that was not my fault for a long time…years. I thought I disappointed everybody who loves me. I thought I disappointed: God, Kirk, Granny, my parents, my chosen family, and myself. It took hours of conversation with my siblings, especially my chosen brother and journey partner to make me see I did not.
I made the decision to change my life and build one that is wholly mine and God’s. No one made the decision for me. I am too stubborn and independent for anybody to make me do anything I don’t want to. Never again will I ignore my intuition. That gets me into trouble. I was scared to do what I did not think I could, but I did. Best. Decision. I. Ever. Made. I will never shut up when it matters again. My heart is at peace with where I am now and where I am going. That is monumental to me. I tell you all this to give you courage to change your life if you feel the need to do so.