By This is without doubt the most difficult time in my life. Life means changes are inevitable, put some days. I wonder why all the changes had to come at once… seemingly. People with my condition: generally do not like change I used to be the poster child for that particular lovely part of my condition. As I’ve grown up and older, change became easier for me to navigate. Do I love change even now? Certainly not but I’m much better at navigating when it inevitably shows up in my life.
Since Labor Day so many changes happened in my life. I look at where I was roughly 8 weeks ago and I think did that really happen. It did and it is, but it feels like a bad movie script. Nobody would even want to make or go see if it did get made. However, it’s not a movie script. It’s my life. It is my reality, and I have to navigate that reality every hour of every day from here on out for the rest of my days on this planet.
How am I navigating such difficult circumstances? The answer is quite simple. Faith guides everything I do and gives me strength. My chosen family has been a true blessing in this time., and I will always remember what they have done for me and my immediate family. My gratitude for their love and support is boundless. The love of my parents is pulling me through as well. I’m doing my very best to be the person they raised and the person they think I am every day. I love them so much and strive to make them proud always. Hope is in my DNA, I think I just refused to not hope and I know on the other side of all of this hardship. I’ll be better for all of it and better suited and closer to the person I am mint to be and have been raised to be.
